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2 yrs 1 mnth

joyeux anniversaire

unfair

rejection
refusal
lies
hurts
hate



love
sad love

He's A Magic

last night i had a dream of this beautiful boy

i think he's a magic. he touch my heart. love to death

do not hesitate yourself to hurt me

thank you for being mean to me - thank you for being so cruel to me

being here again and again is not what i want. it's my fate. not what i choose.

i will never can catch you gorii

Year Book make me insane

okay, i have this big project on my campus. since i've been choosed become a leader on this thing, i have to googling some items and share ideas with other people. all i want for my YB is fashion stuff. it's kinda hard i guess, because when we want to give an idea about the theme, some people can not understand about it means. i'll give several options for the theme, such as;

Carnival

Colorful

Flowery

Animal Print

and actually there are 6 themes more for this YB. according to plan, next Monday, i'll give out the questionnaire to whole students. wish me luck for the YB!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY CALISTHA FIDELLA! ;D

Today is my friend's birthday. She's Cindy Calistha Fidella. She's already 22 years old right now. The first time i met her when i was in Senior High School, she was my senior at there. Actually i didn't notice her as my senior! :P But then, we were going to the same class on LIA and she's become one of my close friends since that time. But til now we haven't meet again, and i miss her so muuuuccchhh (and of course our other friends too!) Wish we'll meet soon! Once again my dear, Happy Birth Cake Day my sist - xoxo

wanita

dia adalah wanita

kuat, tegar, penuh perjuangan

dia adalah wanita

menuntut hak dan martabatnya sebagai wanita

dia adalah wanita

mencari terang dalam gelap

dia adalah wanita

mencari mataharinya

tuhan, berilah kekuatanMu untuknya

~ you know we love you so much

you're dead to me

I must accept but cant what cannot be.

I see you and my heart dissolves in pain.
You are not dead, but you are dead to me.
What happened to our loves a mystery.

I rummage through our empty past in vain.
I must accept but cant what cannot be:
That someone else now shares your off-hand we,
Now feels your tender tongue all feeling drain . . .

You are not dead, but you are dead to me.
I cannot lay aside my agony:
Again, again, I play the same refrain.
I must accept but cant what cannot be.

And yet I know this tortured ecstasy
Is just my way of holding you again.
You are not dead, but you are dead to me,

And still I cannot bear to set you free,
That of our love some remnant might remain.
I must accept but cant what cannot be.
You are not dead, but you are dead to me.

take a deep breath

and it makes me cry..

WATCH THIS

Aghi asked me to watch this video, and this is so fucking hilarious! cmmon people, watch this video! ;D

braindead

Do you go to the country
It isn't very far
There's people there who will hurt you
Cos of who you are

Your ears are full of the language
There's wisdom there you're sure
'Til the words start slurring
And you can't find the door
So give me Coffee and TV
History I've seen so much
I'm goin blind
And i'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away from this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again